Today, I received a wedding invitation from a good friend. While going over it, I got to think of my upcoming wedding and.....
Panic attacks came!
Is this the right thing to do?
Is he really the one?
Why am I doing this?
Am I ready?
Oh my goodness...I'm going to live with a boy!
So, I sat down, took deep breaths, and called up my lovey. Unfortunately, he didn't pick up. Like what I always say, LDRs (long distance relationships) really really suck. He's probably busy at work, while here I am lying down on my bed on a Friday night.
I think I'll just go out tonight. Hmmm....maybe I can check out Alchemy, a ten-minute walk from my house.
And here's praying that I get rid of these attacks. I'm getting stressed out again thinking of the wedding because I'm here and he's there. I hate LDRs =(