better off

I have always prided myself in being able to maintain good relationships with people. I believe it is a gift I received from God. But what I have to learn to control, really, is my emotions. I sometimes get attached to these relationships. I am so emotional sometimes that my judgement tends to go uhhmmm...astray.

Though it breaks my heart, I have to say goodbye to some people that I thought, that I believed, that I prayed, would be lifetime friends. People whose opinions I valued and have helped me become the person I am now.

I guess things aren't always what they seem. There's more than meets the eye.

I am saddened and my heart is breaking.

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
I guess we're better off separated....


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hello erica! =) yep, we just had our church wedding last jan 2007 but we were civilly wed last feb 2006! =) naku, normal lang yung nagwoworry about the outcome of the application! :) i was imagining different scenarios nga at that time but my application went through smoothly. i think hindi naman magkakaproblem yung application niyo - just make sure that you submit all the necessary documents! =) nakakainis lang mag-antay ng NSO marriage certificate kasi ang tagal sobra bago narelease yung sa amin!

i hope you feel better soon! =) it's really sad to be part of a ruined friendship/relationship but sometimes it's for the best. i remember being betrayed by a roommate and a long time college friend! =( after the betrayal, we tried to continue as if nothing happened - but the friendship was never the same. when we decided to cut off our ties with each other completely, it was only then that the healing process began - well at least for me, it did! =) - fritzie