goodbyes and heartaches

Round and round it goes
And oh don't you know
This is the game that we came here for
Round and round it goes,
And don't you know
This is the news of my life....

I'm finding out that saying goodbye is a hard thing to do. But as they say, life goes on and people move on.

Last night, I went out with my officemates. Once again, I felt sentimental and sad, just sad. Sometimes, I imagine how it would be like..not seeing these familiar faces anymore. It will be soooo different. But these are the choices I made. A different life for me! I just pray that someway, somehow, I have touched their lives...and they have seen (even just a glimpse) God's goodness through me. Then I'll know that I have not failed as a friend/officemate/confidant to these people. I prayed last night. I asked God to comfort me. I felt peace and I felt that things will be okay as long as I lean on Him. I'm still scared but I know that my God will not forsake me.