better off

I have always prided myself in being able to maintain good relationships with people. I believe it is a gift I received from God. But what I have to learn to control, really, is my emotions. I sometimes get attached to these relationships. I am so emotional sometimes that my judgement tends to go uhhmmm...astray.

Though it breaks my heart, I have to say goodbye to some people that I thought, that I believed, that I prayed, would be lifetime friends. People whose opinions I valued and have helped me become the person I am now.

I guess things aren't always what they seem. There's more than meets the eye.

I am saddened and my heart is breaking.

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
I guess we're better off separated....

=(

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wishing and hoping

I am nursing a really bad headache.

I guess this is the time of the month again when I start feeling tired. To amuse myself, I went through the blogs of my friends, checked out latest photos, and updated myself on what's been going on in these days. But I couldn't concentrate. Instead I find myself thinking, thinking, thinking. God, I'm tired.

I wish I could fly away and go to the places that I have dreamed of going to. I wish I could hide away from all the pressures that I encounter everyday. I wish I could just close my eyes, sleep for a really long time, and wake up to a life of dreams turned to realities. I wish I have someone to hold me.

i got a c =(

....and really, I thought, I've been around. Guess I'm so wrong. Top 3 places I must visit:
1) Palawan
2) Bohol
3) Zamboanga

=)

My Lakbayan grade is C!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

happy birthday to me!

Today, I celebrated my birthday with the people I love.

It's not so bad being 28 after all....

Thank you Lord for another year! I am so blessed.

* Thanks to Ziya for our outfits!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Dear Pepper,

Happydappy birthday!!!

And my best gift for you...




Angga.

Love
sweet corn

celebrating me

In two hours, I will be celebrating my 28th birthday. Happy birthday to me!!! Here are some things that I am so thankful for:

1) my personal relationship with Him
2) 28 years of love from my family
3) love and support of my friends and bestfriends
4) 6 years of good job experiences
5) good health
6) my upcoming wedding
7) my marriage to my best friend =)

I still have so many things to list down but unfortunately, I have to return this laptop soon. I'll leave it at that first. And I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately. I'm still saving up for a laptop.

Happy birthday to my Papa too! We celebrate the same birthday. I am so sure that God is taking very good care of him. I love you, Papa!

missing and some

Here I am missing Sweetcorn. Here's a picture of my Engineer at work. I can't say it enough, LDRs really suck. How I wish we were together. I am recovering from separation sickness once again. Oh well.


Anyways, next week, I'll turn 28. I think I'm getting into some sort of depression. Hahaha. And as is tradition, I had a hair cut. Fine, I know I shouldn't have, with the upcoming wedding and all that. But I feel good about it and it really helps ----- it's soooo hot lately. I'm not super excited about celebrating my birthday. The last party I had, Sweetcorn was here. Now, he's in far away London.

Yup, here's the depression again...

same time this year

It feels so good to be loved. Thank you Lord for Sweetcorn.